Welcome to this personal space, a place for musings on all the spiritual, philosophical, and unreasonable thoughts that impact on our personal growth and development as human beings. ---- Tsc Tempest
4.5.06
Tetroidian Concepts - Four Principles
17.11.04
Biograpy Requirement, Universal Ministries DR Submission
I eventually met a girl, got engaged and dis-engaged. I was shattered and for a number of years spiraled downwards and out of control. I then joined up with The Forum undergoing several of their workshops somewhat mean of spirit and increasingly leader-egocentric. If you were not a leader, your role was to serve, without question, and to ponder what was said, also without question. I left Australia looking for a new beginning and for many years I drifted from one teaching job to another, throughout China.
In that time I was exposed to Buddhism, Taoism, Confucianism, and... Maoism.but what made the biggest impact on me was peoples absolute desire to make money, anyway they could, at any cost. If you were an outsider, there was little recognition or respect. If you were on the inside, obedience and duty were all that mattered. The confucian ethic was intimately ingrained in the lives of the people, but the people could no longer explain why it was so.
however, this time of reflection in a foreign land allowed me to slowly crystalize my own beliefs, thoughts and feelings. To clarify just what resonated in me, clearly and without question, as to The Guardian's Will. To reach a sense of wholeness, self-acceptance and personal understanding that I didn't have before.
19.3.03
Organization of the Tetroidian Worldview, A Summary
Charged with, "showing the way," The Herald of Change began to bring forth from the hidden places the order and structure of the Devine Design, as it is exemplified in the Tetroidian Worldview.
Tetroidians believe in a four-fold aspect to life. It is a belief which has its foundation in:
- Family
- Self
- Worthiness, and
- Community
- one's parents
- the intentions and desire of the mother
- the intentions and desires of the father, and
- the will of The Guardian
18.1.03
Biography Requirement, Universal Ministries MA Submission
Belief. Religious Belief. Religious belief as taught by the Holy Roman Church and I, did not get along together all that well. It wasn't so much a problem with the tenets that were taught but more an issue with how the congregation, flaunted those tenets when they thought no one was looking.
I fell out with the Roman Catholic Church after seeing people stealing from the donation plate, in the back tallying rom, and when I reported it, I was admonished for not being in my pew and attending to the mass. in other words, I was the one at fault, I was the sinner, and all I did was get, to go to the toilet. This was my first confrontation with questions of blind acceptance, "belief" and an inner understanding, "faith" that most of us refer to as "Religion."
Since that time I have spent a great deal of time trying to understand what it it I do believe, what is my religious faith, and how does it shape my life. quite simply, my faith is not a mainstream belief system, It is the crystallization of experiences, dedicated thought, and meditation on fundamental principles that concern each and every one of us.
After falling out with The Church, I have delved into various Cristian sects; patiently listened to the speakers of the Book of Mormon; studied the way of Science, explored new age thought; philosophized with Forum participants, instructors; and debated students of theology. I've even looked from the outside in at some key Eastern worldviews. All this has led me to develop my own belief system. It works for me and informs they way I choose to interact with other in my community and around the world.
My belief, the Tetroidian Worldview, is based on principles of family, community, self-actualization and worthiness. It has shaped one of my principle philosophies concerning public discourse and the sharing of opinions in public forums, that of being, "Firm, Friendly, Fair and Frank."
My life has been shaped by exclusion and inclusion in various communities, both religious and secular, western and eastern.As such my experiences have informed my thinking on the place of religion in society and its role within society. That is of guiding the values and principles of the people so that they are able to flourish and contribute to the best of their individual abilities to the community's prosperity, and share equally in that prosperity.
I believe we have an all seeing Guardian that watches over us, that The Guardian may intervene at times, in strange, mysterious, and somewhat startling ways, but otherwise leaves us to our own devices. I believe that there are several planes of existence and that we are here on this plane to grow and develop spiritually. As such, my personal life experiences seem to support and reinforce such beliefs enough for me to take it on, "Faith" as being true.
30.6.02
Discipline, Integrity & Empowerment, What's it mean to, D.I.E?
From self-imposed Discipline comes Integrity, which is the foundation on which Empowerment stands firm. Without this, Change has no impact, no influence, no power.
The four pillars are inter-dependent, like the points of a triangular pyramid (tetroid) and they are:
Like a golden capstone, Change is a beacon of hope - Life is Change, Change is Life, thus we first must D.I.E, in order to Live.
To D.I.E is to exercise deliberately, with purpose, Discipline; to maintain and keep our Integrity; and to seek out opportunities and challenges that lead to Empowerment.
---There will be more on this over time as I wrestle with these thoughts but at this time, as I sit and type away, it seems that my struggle with discipline (self-discipline) is THE missing element I've needed to effect real and lasting personal change, self-growth and development.
While I've stood for the possibility of Integrity and Empowerment, I've never really got beyond "Possibility" i.e. to step it up to a reality. I've been missing something, never quite "got it" until now. So now the question is, do I really stand for such possibility,and what am I willing to do to make it a reality?
I AM The Herald of Change.
12.4.02
Random thoughts of mind
A man's most troubling questions - "Who am I?" "Why am I here?" "What's it all mean?" "What's my purpose in life?"
There is magic in names: the power to control; and, the power to call into being.
Fear = False Evidence Appearing Real
Fear profits man nothing.
We live in fear: fear of dying; fear of aging; fear of pain; fear of suffering; fear of violence done against us; fear of change; fear of success; fear of recognition; fear of starting; fear of finishing; fear of failure; the list goes on... We fear to live.
The Kingdom of Heaven is within.
We are all gods.
We use barely 10% of our brains; it is in the other 90% that the power of the divine resides.
Nirvana is a state of mind.
Silence is golden.
From out of the void (the silence) came the Word.
The child within must die so that the man within may live.
The manner in which we die, dictates how well our deeds in life, are remembered.
I stand for the possibility of Integrity and Empowerment.
The aim of close order drill is to develop in the individual soldier a sense of instinctive obedience which will assist him at all times in the carrying out of his orders.
Strength, Guts, Determination.
What does it mean, "to suffer?"
What is discipline?
11.9.01
Biography Requirement, Universal Ministries BA Submission
Tsc Tempest
a biography of religious faith
(a submission in accordance with the requirements for the Universal Ministries Bachelors Degree)
I have never found it easy to begin talking about myself and my personal feelings and deeper held beliefs, especially such beliefs that might be considered something of a religious nature. Yet, at some point the burning need to share, one’s beliefs in a safe space needs to be expressed.
Without a doubt I have found that religious beliefs can be a source of conflict and confusion, personal and interpersonally. My own relationship with my own beliefs was complicated by my experience with the Holy Roman Church. While I did not have an issue with the tenets taught by the Church, I found myself frustrated by the way in which the congregation flaunted those tenets when they thought no one was looking.
My disillusionment with the Church was cemented when I witnessed people stealing from the donation plate during Mass. When I reported the theft, I was admonished for not being in my pew and attending to the Mass. In other words, I was the one chastised, for the sins of others. They were told to, next time, make sure the door was closed. This experience pushed me to question the blind acceptance of religious beliefs and to explore my own faith in a more personal way.
Since that time, I have interloped in various Christian sects, perused the Book of Mormon, delved deep into New Age thought, and philosophized with Graduates and Professors various Universities. I have even made passing inquiry into key Eastern worldviews, as an outsider looking in. Through this process of exploration and reflection, I have consolidated and tentatively developed my own belief system.
My personal beliefs, which I call the, “Tetroidian Worldview,” are based on principles of family, community, self-actualization, and worthiness. It has fundamentally shaped my approach to public discourse, which I believe should be conducted in a manner of openness and mutual respect.
My experiences in both religious and secular communities have informed my thinking on the role of religion in society. I believe that religion should guide the values and principles of people so that they can contribute to the community's prosperity and share in that prosperity equally.
My belief in an all-seeing Guardian who watches over us is strengthened by my personal experiences. While I believe that this Guardian may intervene in mysterious ways, I also believe that we are here on this plane to grow and develop spiritually. I contend that there are several planes of existence, and that our spiritual growth continues even after we leave this world.
My personal journey of exploration into faith, and reflection on it, has led me to a personal belief system that guides my interactions with others and with myself. While my experiences have been shaped by heart rending exclusion from, and and open armed inclusion in, various communities, I believe that my personal World View to be a positive force that helps me to explain, understand, and constructively contribute to the world around me. This view is not controversial, but it is a Tetroidian World View.
October 10, 2001 TT